Independence or Isolation? When Protecting Your Peace Pushes People Away...

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Dear Readers,

For the last week I've been scrolling through Instagram and came across a lot of content about independence, peace, and healing and began to wonder. Are people actually doing the work to progress positively? Or Are we following another trend?

We're in an era where "I'm protecting my peace" has become the ultimate relationship disclaimer. Don't get me wrong - boundaries are important, healing is necessary, space is sacred, but what happens when independence becomes the mask we wear to hide our fear of closeness?

Let's break it down - the good, the bad, and the ugly sides of emotional walls in today's relationships.

The Good: Knowing Yourself First

Let's start with the positives.

There's something powerful about choosing yourself. For too long people - especially women - were taught to lose themselves and submit in relationships.

Now, we're finally in a time where:

• Going to therapy is celebrated

• Saying "No" is respected

• Taking time to heal is not just okay, it's encouraged

This generation isn't rushing into love just for the aesthetics. They want the real thing, and that means taking the time to become whole before becoming "half of a couple". Well 'some' because we all know a few people who are only in it for the aesthetics, the money, and the likes.

Independence means you know what you bring to the table and you won't allow anyone to flip the table over.

The Bad: Hyper-Independence Is Still A Trauma Response

But here's where the shift happens....

When independence becomes your identity, it can start to feel like isolation. You say you're "protecting your peace" but deep down, you're absolutely terrified of depending on anyone. Terrified of being let down......AGAIN!!!

You've learned how to:

• Handle everything on your own

• Not ask for help

• Stay guarded

• Call it "standards" - when it's really fear

So you end up pushing people away, calling it boundaries, but it's bricks in a wall that you forgot you were building. "I don't need anyone" sounds strong...until you realise it's also LONELY!!

The Ugly: Craving For Connection But Too Scared To Reach Out

Let's be brutally honest, some of us are craving for love while pretending we're "fine". Repeatedly posting quotes about self-worth and your strong detachment game, but secretly hoping that special someone will text first, or try harder, or help break down our wall.

The truth is people get tired of guessing how to love you.

Your partner can't fight to be let in forever, your friends can't read your silence, and the people who you want to care for you will eventually walk away - thinking you dont want or need them.

Independence shouldn't mean emotional starvation or refusing to let love in - just because pain once entered.

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Let Them Love You

There's a difference between having standards and being unreachable, between protecting your peace and pushing people away, and between healing and hiding. If I'm keeping it real with you, my actions in my daily life are similar to the latter, and I'm shamefully admitting to this. Sometimes it's just easier to go into hiding but here's a reminder to you:

• It's ok to want someone

• It's ok to let your guard down

• It's ok to be soft and maintain your strength

Love isn't just about who you choose, it's also about whether you're open enough to be chosen.

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Talk To Me

Have you ever pushed someone away and called it "independence"?

Are you protecting your peace or hiding behind your pain?

Let's keep it real in the comments below

Your story might help someone else to open up.

See you in my next post.